2025

nov 27

had a lot of dreams. first one is pretty fuzzy now but involved the morning after a house party at my friend's. then i dreamed that i was enrolled at some kind of private school and some grown lady hall monitor was breathing down my neck. next i was texting my ex, there were also flashes of using twitter (lol) because we were talking about twitter. he was being friendly but guarded. i found his flounder (also lol) and learned that he was in a band about to go on a world tour. in the next scene i am in his apartment when nobody is home... just looking around. i believe it's around or on halloween. then i'm snooping in various peoples' homes, but while they're home, and hiding elaborately when i'm about to get caught. i think two of these people vaguely represented two people on here that i don't know very well or at all. hi! at one point i make a run out of some sliding doors but i warp back into the home. the last part i remember is finding a closet full of stuffed animals and hiding behind a huge snowman. before that i was in a clothes closet with a small window and a note stuck near it saying something about smoking weed. i tried to escape then but the window was too small. these dreams felt so involved and i was in such a deep sleep that i was sure it'd be around 10:30 when i woke up, but it was only 8:30.

oct 30

if i ever have a dream about the person i was seeing *nearly two years ago*, it's always that we are getting along -- him, his girlfriend and me. that's how i'd always wanted it, so that makes sense. i had a dream that they were playing a show together and they had these stuffed snakes that they were holding at their crotches and jumping around with. then him and i sat closely on the couch talking about how things started. i do wish i would stop having these dreams

oct 24

for the first time ever i dreamed that i had a child. it grew from infant to toddler within weeks like in the sims. i think it was a boy. i don't have a maternal bone in my body but i did in this dream